by Shreya

I’m seeing the signs

should I turn back?

Or should I just wait

and hope times are going to be better.

What if, I wait

and realise later that it was all

a grave mistake.

Should I make this leap

over this wall, even if

I don’t know what’s on the other side

what if it’s all an illusion,

what if this won’t stay?

He’s changing me

but I don’t understand why,

I want him to.

But what if

after all this wondering,


he just goes away?